July 2018 - The Little Fox - Toby’s Foundation

My Battle With The Beast

Posted on July 31, 2018 by The Little Fox Foundation

August holds my fear. It holds my happiness and feeling of wholeness. August is where ‘who I was’ lives and ‘who I became’ appeared. August holds my sons last breath. It holds my whole heart. August holds captive my sons future and every motherly wish I could ever have for him. As I stand on the doorstep of another anniversary, I have started to wander into the past, hoping to pull with me each and every moment, no matter how...

My {Eternal} Birthday Wish

Posted on July 17, 2018 by The Little Fox Foundation

My {Eternal} Birthday Wish

I took this picture two years ago, the morning of my birthday, sitting in Toby’s nursery with him while he napped. I opened these memories up tonight and am just crying looking at them. I look at this second picture and I long to feel the happiness that was in this moment. I would give anything to have that day back. Anything. I hold my breath when “Happy Birthday” is sung. Or maybe it’s that my breath is taken away...